Fight for the love

It's 4 am and tears rolling in my ears...

I am in this battle knowing that I am losing, losing my self.

But my fighting spirit is much stronger than feeling of losing.

I am getting cuts and stitching them all on my own, sometimes I think I should leave myself to die with the wounds but I still want to fight for my love.

If it is going to be my last breath, I am happy.

I am happy that I completely gave myself without expecting anything.

I think I should . . .

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