Unknown Snehithan

Finally, if we're to give up everything and embrace reality, then what's the purpose of enduring all this strife?  No one truly cares about who I am, except when they need me. What's the significance of embodying care, honesty, and truthfulness then? Will they ever genuinely comprehend, perhaps someday? Can't they sense the anguish they inflict, all because I held affection for them? I exerted myself fully, yet nothing prompts me to pause and utter, "Thank God, I've at least got this." When you're excessively virtuous, people will mold you into something reprehensible; you'll watch as you morph into a villain. The transformation constitutes an insufferable agony that nearly extinguishes me. What fails to end me will mold me into a monster. I fight relentlessly to avert that fate.

Why should I be the one always?

Why so serious, did anything wrong? Going to build an empire on a lie. Lol dude, that's all! One day the good man will break bad.

They say if you love something, set it free. Set it free? Are you already holding it tight? No, we are afraid of losing the person, losing the entire reality with them, losing the life we always dreamt of. But if they feel the same way, if they have the same dream that you have, if they believe in you over everything, they will come back. In fact, they are not going anywhere. If they trust you, and you trust them, if you both believe in yourselves. The universe will unite you both. Trust is everything and YAE.

Whenever I started believing in some reality suddenly everything changes into an illusion. Each and every time I tried to believe in the reality where I smile a bit but suddenly everything goes for a toss. I am tired, I am tired of seeking hope, tired of making them understand me, tired of breathing... I gave everything I had, atleast let the universe make me sleep forever. I am tired of ...

I was pure once, but now I am not. She is the best that I am Very sure of, nothing excites me more than the feeling of me beIng the reason for her happiness. She Deserves sometHing or someone pure as I was but the reality is pure is rare these daYs. If I cAn't be the one then who can it be? Who can love her the way I do? Who can feel the way I do? Who can treat her the way I do? Nobody can be me, no one can love her as much as I do. The things I did in Past are now taking me away from heR, whatever happens, I will go to her but will she be there, why should she be there when I already ruined It? But can't we build ourselves back from the ruins? She can't stay that long or she can't stay that strong? I shouldn't ask her, I shouldn't expect anYthing from her. She is already beyond my dreams, she is already a fairy tale that is so happening in my life, in my reality now. What is she? Trust? Faith? Loyalty? Love? Life? I am sure of one thing, she is someone who dese...

உன் வாசம் தீரும் முன்னே... என் சுவாசம் தீரட்டும்... சுவாசம் தீர்ந்த பின்னும்... என் சாம்பலில் (எனை) மணப்பாயோ, கண்ணே?

 Dear, what should I call you now? I was longing for that to happen, I was calling out for help, crying over and over again just to let go of the pain and agony. I never imagined something like this, something whatever we experienced(ing) so far(now). hey, let's make it more informal so that we can feel it better like reading this together. the whole time I am with you is like I am living in some kind of musical drama, all the background scores that affected me, residing in me are getting shuffled on and played as per the situation, how are you even capable of doing this? Do you know who Am I? I was living in two extremes one is like I am the almighty and the other one was where I wasn't even alive. You did this to me, you made me realize this moment... You pushed me into reality and paved a way for me to breathe in the real world should I be grateful to you? What should I give you? my life? Even if you don't want that I want you to realize that, that's already under yo...

Words are not necessarily needed to communicate or convey something, sometimes all we need is a set of few gestures. Those gestures have the potential to turn us on and lift our mood.  Knee kisses are there for personal encoded interactions, and holding hands are to remind us that we are here to be together, I really don't know if is there anything more commanding than your blink or nod I just wanna surrender myself to you when you do.

Don't keep your hands closer to your cheeks, when my palms are meant to hold them. Don't correct the hair above the ears, when my fingers are meant to fix it? Don't cover your face when you blush, when I can cover it with kisses? Don't keep your hands empty when you walk, what else my hands are meant for? Don't keep me away from you, what else my life is meant for?

 What are we A waffle couple? It was damn romantic when we took each and every single bite. The softness, the cream part, and the flavor, everything was just like us. We are subtle and mysterious in our own ways just like a waffle, we are loaded with chocolate and covered 3/4th just like us. Happiness, aroma(n)tic, fulfilled together, JUST LIKE US .

 I have never started writing something keeping the reader in mind but the chain breaks here. Literally, I never imagined myself talking to myself this way but with a different set of eyes and extremely another point of view.  Hey wait, was that a hand? or a streak of hope that you offered me? whatever it may be for you but for me it is everything, that moment was eternal and surreal but was happening right there in front of my eyes. It was not just hope, it was an oath that's gonna stay with me forever. You gave me a hand to lift me up along with me my whole spirit got enlightened at that very moment. I genuinely was yearning for something like that to happen yet again it was surreal. Oh, what did I miss there, A hug maybe? much needed, so I took you back to the same place again but nothing happened but something happened. Blah am I sleepy? acting like a fool taking you back to your place like everything was just fine except me.

"Dreams are wild, thrilling, and extremely good rarely" I woke up surprised this morning because of one like I mentioned above. Is it okay to wish to die before the dream ends!? Blah, Never Mind:-)