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Hope

In the dance of mistakes, I let her voice speak, Apologies exchanged, yet regrets I seek. Her soothing touch, a balm for my mind, Yet sometimes, her words are not so kind. A cycle unfolds, calmness then chaos anew, Caught in a hole of our own making, it's true. Yet I refuse to burden you with guilt, my dear, As we strive to climb out and breathe without fear. Wishing luck upon us both, to rise above the fray, And find a path where fresh air awaits, come what may.
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Thank God!

Finally, if we're to give up everything and embrace reality, then what's the purpose of enduring all this strife?  No one truly cares about who I am, except when they need me. What's the significance of embodying care, honesty, and truthfulness then? Will they ever genuinely comprehend, perhaps someday? Can't they sense the anguish they inflict, all because I held affection for them? I exerted myself fully, yet nothing prompts me to pause and utter, "Thank God, I've at least got this." When you're excessively virtuous, people will mold you into something reprehensible; you'll watch as you morph into a villain. The transformation constitutes an insufferable agony that nearly extinguishes me. What fails to end me will mold me into a monster. I fight relentlessly to avert that fate.
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why?

Why should I be the one always?
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Break Bad!

Why so serious, did anything wrong? Going to build an empire on a lie. Lol dude, that's all! One day the good man will break bad.
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Where there is will!

They say if you love something, set it free. Set it free? Are you already holding it tight? No, we are afraid of losing the person, losing the entire reality with them, losing the life we always dreamt of. But if they feel the same way, if they have the same dream that you have, if they believe in you over everything, they will come back. In fact, they are not going anywhere. If they trust you, and you trust them, if you both believe in yourselves. The universe will unite you both. Trust is everything and YAE.
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Tired!

Whenever I started believing in some reality suddenly everything changes into an illusion. Each and every time I tried to believe in the reality where I smile a bit but suddenly everything goes for a toss. I am tired, I am tired of seeking hope, tired of making them understand me, tired of breathing... I gave everything I had, atleast let the universe make me sleep forever. I am tired of ...
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She!

I was pure once, but now I am not. She is the best that I am Very sure of, nothing excites me more than the feeling of me beIng the reason for her happiness. She Deserves sometHing or someone pure as I was but the reality is pure is rare these daYs. If I cAn't be the one then who can it be? Who can love her the way I do? Who can feel the way I do? Who can treat her the way I do? Nobody can be me, no one can love her as much as I do. The things I did in Past are now taking me away from heR, whatever happens, I will go to her but will she be there, why should she be there when I already ruined It? But can't we build ourselves back from the ruins? She can't stay that long or she can't stay that strong? I shouldn't ask her, I shouldn't expect anYthing from her. She is already beyond my dreams, she is already a fairy tale that is so happening in my life, in my reality now. What is she? Trust? Faith? Loyalty? Love? Life? I am sure of one thing, she is someone who dese...
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